11/5/08

I'm gonna show this world a thing or two...






Norm's having another bad dream.
Life as of late has been pritt-y shitt-y. I can't even think of somewhere to start.

I'm totally infuriated. And thinking about everything makes me just laugh.
Well mostly just thinking about my job makes me laugh.
Scheduled 5 of out 5 holidays?

Oh HEEEEEYULLLL no!


I could indulge but I just don't feel like it.

Yeah, I've had a little caffeine. SO? Aaaaaand I'm listening to Rihanna's Breakin' Dishes and can't sit still.
My family has been worried about me and I'm sure this entry won't reassure them but I promise I'm fine. Just waiting for meds to adjust.

I'm reading Steven King's On Writing and I'm absolutely in love with it. Partial auto-biography/advice/ideas on writing.


Aaaand I just bought the Twilight soundtrack with Scott's iTunes password.
Yeeeeeeeeeep! Sorry love. It's for a good cause I promise.


And I also have a surprise for all 5 of my readers. A surprise that won't be unveiled until Spring.
No I'm not pregnant and no it's nothing way exciting.
My family knows how I get with secrets and gifts-I can't hold on to them long enough and want the whole world to know about them but THIS ONE is mine and mine alone and will have to wait until spring. So you will have to wait too.
Kind of like a new years resolution lame type of deal. Only it's November. I think I'm mostly thriving because October is over. October=Bats=Omens=Depressing=no fun.

Anywhooooooo. I'm going to finish my new playlist and run around the block a few times and read the whorish vampire novel that is Dark Symphony (I HATEEEEEEE the name Byron and the fact that the main girl is BLIND. Nothing against blind people-they just make for awkward love scenes, feeling his face for expressions and all) by Christine Feehan. A fellow Mormon.


Yikes.


Here I go!


Loves,

Syds.


4 comments:

Nancy Campbell Allen said...

No fair! What's the surprise? And yes, I've been worried. I hope all's well. Shake it off. The meds do (blissfully) adjust. Just think about how fun Thanksgiving and Christmas will be with the two bubbahs crawling all over the floor together. HEEEEEE!

KarinB said...

Come on Syd!!! Life's too short to stew! Jed tells me that every day. I get the sads just like you do but think of how much we both have compared to others in this world! We are both so lucky and blessed! Cheer up! Your mind is a powerful cheerful influence, if you just let it! Happy, happy, happy!!!

Nicole said...

I swear you change your blog background every week. Things will get better. next blog I want to have you write about something happy. I have to do that sometimes too. Alot of my blogs are me complaining about my kids so I make it a goal to talk about how great my kids are every once in awhile.

Unknown said...

Come on Syd. It is almost March and the snow is melting. You are living a blessed life, and we all love you and Scott tons. At least 10!!!

Much love, your mum.